Now I want a surprise...

Every1 says m lucky dat everything s settled here n i dont hav 2 bother abt nething...Bt y dont people understand dat dey r lucky dat dey get things watever n wenever dey want wich i nvr get...Yes m lucky dat no1 has complains abt my decisions...

Now u started a topic n asked me to keep it secret...Suddenly i ws excited 2 kno n thought may b m goin 2 hear dat long long awaited good news from you...So my expectations raised n d more u were asking me to keep it secret d more i ws getting sure dat yess it cud b dat gud news u r gonna say me....Bt at last dat also became wrong...

But now its nough f waiting...Day by day m getting impatient...God is there ne end???

Will u b evr back to me???If evr u'll b back den will I b alive dere 2 c u again???

If accepting u late ws my fault, den God dey say every mistake hs an excuse if u promise dat u r nt gonna do it again...N i've promised for dat long long long ago...If waiting is a punishment givn 2 me for my fault den i wud say I feel it it s evn harder dan death...bcos death s just an instance f tym whereas waiting here s a period f tym...Dey say dey'll wait for their loved ones for life long...Me says if life s only meant for waiting den where does the real essence f life lies???May b m stubborn bt I want my loved 1 here now only...I want 2 spend n njoy every moment f my life with U...